My ridicolous long first post in my ridicolous unknown blog

Hi my invisible readers! I haven't introduced the blog to anyone so I'm basically just writing to myself right now. Silly huh? Anyways, why re-start a blog once again? And why on English and not Swedish? - You want a serious answer? Go dig for it, cause I don't know why. I love reading blogs but I've never really seen the joy of blogging myself. I guess I'm to lazy. I've always created these silly goals in my head that I will create like this unique and epic blog when I get famous, but face it, when's that gonna happen? And if it happens I will probably not give a damn about a silly blog on blogspot.com, haha. So I thought I would start one right now, So here you go. Jonna's blog: zany, happy and a total misfit.

The description couldn't be anymore correct, It's exactly what I am. I basically the none-bullied girl that really should be bullied because of my weirdness, but I'm not. I'm not pretty loved by everyone though, but that's a different story, that is called the teenages.
My friends describe me as zany, happy and funny but the real feeling inside is probably that I'm a total misfit. But that's not bad is it? Have you ever heard the song Misfit by Amy Studt? It's the most amazing song ever and I never thought that a silly song could really help you but this one is different. It's not just a song, it my guide to how to stay on the earth with my pride of just being myself. Oh, this text sound very boring? Is it fun to read? I guess not, I can talk about something more fun instead of continue writing the emo text.

So, like 90 % of my life contains my singing, dancing and acting. It's the thing I like to do, not always what I DO, that's impossible if you live in a small town in the dead south Sweden. The last open casting I was to for a big musical was for Annie 2005, crazy don't you think?
So most of the time on the days I'm just dreaming and talking about it. You know, standing in front of the mirror and pretending you've won an oscar, talking to your poor mom for hours about how angry you are over some random girl that took your role that you didn't even fit for. But I like it, I actually like that I'm not getting everything served up on a silver plate. Getting a lot of "no's" makes you grow as a person and actress. You can be more grateful over the small thing you get and you will totally freak out if something big and amazing finally reaches you, and not that cute girl in your school. Even if I haven't gotten anything big yet I can definitely say that I've come far, I'm just 15 you know. If you're interested in this too I should really recommend you reading my blog starting today. Because this is exactly what I will talk about, I will not talk about small things I've succeded(like doin the dishes) I will talk about these crazy dreams and my road to reaching them. It will probably not just take year, maybe for even five but I know that I'll definitely reach someday, I can feel it. So follow me now, we're starting with an ensemble role in Fiddler on the roof and then we'll continue with something this fall? Who knows what that can be? Nobody knows, that's why I love my hobby so much, the most rare thing and opportunity can show up any second, and I'll be more ready than you'll probably imagine in your wildest dreams.....